there’s a certain beauty in being a lone wolf

but not for 8 months living in this big city. i enjoy my solitary endeavors as much as the next person, but i never knew making friends outside of your boyfriends friends would be this difficult. i don’t want to just network. people you only network with are the people who only want something from you when they need it and vice versa, nothing more. trying to make a good girlfriend or two is even harder. ask a guy to hang out sometimes, he thinks i want a date. ask a girl out in san francisco, a majority of the time she’ll think i’m gay if i fail to mention i have a bf somewhere in our conversation.

*sigh - just got to keep trying.